Tuesday, June 26, 2007 10:23 PM
what do i expect from a sch which is no fair..
tml i haf a clarinet test how stupid why must haf test. i tink i sure fail and everybody will pass with flyin colours except for mi. for the past few hours i haf been readin thurday's child which has no meanin at all. wth.
todae is a unlucky day. i hate it. well, my day begins with waiting for the bus 161 for hours which is driving mi crazy. then later go sch i managed to chaned place with haiwei and in the end i sat with evangeline for a few periods. which was beta than sittin with gary. no offence tho. maths lesson was borin cutting and teaching pythagoras theorem, but i love doin pythagoras sums dunno why. later until eng period nid to change back mi place. nid to write stupid journal for 150 words, 3 topics to choose from : grass, houses, myself. what do utink it is de easiest? of coz it is myself.
then i began to write stupid things sayin that i m jaslyn studyin in nan chiau high, living on earth on a small country named Singapore and blah blah. then gary does not noe wd to write then keep seein my work. i mean it is a journal i shud haf some privacy do i? later is art. teacher came and borught us to art room. we started to draw bottles. really..we draw bottles. i noe it is stupid but wdeva. i asked xue er to draw for mi as i heck care bout art. her art rocks sia. u shud see it. anyw after art was assembly. isat there veriie stupid listening to mr ong tokin tokin and tokin. suddenly i saw a teacher sleepin, u ne hu it was? i tot it was mr ansar bt later when he lifted hs head up, it was mr quek bufeng, our new geog teacher, how disgraceful. the whole assembly was about mr ong tokin. then later go home.
i walked ot of sch happily, dun wan to see the sch agn. sadded. anyw jie lin walked mi to the mrt station. she is a really good friend and a 'sister' hahass. then as i was eating chocolate in the mrt station starrin at wateva thing i could stare, suddenly i realised that i lost my 1gb thumbdrive. i tink i would nvr find it back. i was so sad. i lost it u noe..i dunno how to find it. den later in the mrt i was caught for eating there, actually i stopped eatin de den later i felt hungry hen started eating agn den tio scolded.
later reached home same old thing happened. i eat den sleep den wake up surf net then eat agn. i cant eat as i hate late lunch. dn later i begin to read the lit book. from chapter 1 1st page to chapt 2 page 30. ok i was pissed at that tym, feel lyk cryin and commiting suicide for i dunno wdeva reason. moody mayb. i was also pissed of by a person. lucky i gt a fwen to tok to den i at least can able to laugh a bit.
these days are dunno why lehs i sleep keep having nitemares. keep dreamin of mi getting killed. lyk eaten by sharks, stabbed by a knife, gettin kidnapped, knocked down by car etc. i cant forgt all these nitemares sia. i told all these to tasman and he told mi mayb something bad is goin to happen to mi in the future. i was tinking u noe, if it was so, i tink mi life is short not as long as gary's. but who cares, life is short anyw. end life faster the beta. but i care fo how the way i die. i dun wan to die ugly u noe. but i can go to heaven who cares. lols.
sighhs..hope todae i wont get any more nitemares, it is terrible. my mum is screaming and shouting at mi sis. oo meeting tasman tml at bus stop tata~. (:

