Wednesday, October 22, 2008 9:02 PM
inside me there is sorrow within. behind my 'happiness mask', sadness and depression is hidden in me. but i came to realise that all this are put to use.for my friendship to continue, i realise that for such petty things i should not brood over them. i just have to be who i am and let others to love me for who i actually is. if i m so upset or depressed or demoralized with such small pathetic thing, i would have lost my frens, betraying backstabbing them behind their backs. so who will be the most pathetic if one does not have any frens? me. well, i came to realise that if hard work is put into anything and that i m not such a... person, i would be more happy.
i just wish that everyone is happy and i will try to be happy to without having to hide behind the 'happiness mask'. well, my friends i love u thanks for sharing the joy, sadness and laughter with me. even cheering me up when i m down.
God, thanks for everything and i will treasure them greatly.