Friday, November 7, 2008 9:58 PM
YOU SUCK. yea, YOU SUCK! u have NO guts!i m tired, seeing lonely people around me lonely lonely. i somehw know how they feel they are lonely lyk me lor. i always kena pangseh ma. so i realised tt ppl dont treasure u dun see u in their eyes nvm lor. the lonely shud come together and form happy club den they would not get pangseh ma! haha yea! these days ppl tell me all sorts of things which are quite sad wan cry le la! super la. but it seemed i m helpless listening to them. the funny thing is that i m not close to them. weird la. i dunno wd i shud do bout them but i hate the feeling being helpless. when ur lonely ah, u wan cry but cannot cry den gt this sour feeling den ur throat is lyk choaking. i seemed irritating and super tough to get over it la. tt is why i noe why some people lyk to be alone den they wont have these feelings rite? lyk duh! have anyone cared for lonely ppl? no. they nvr ever will. never ever...
yea and today i have chem spa. it was alright i m just happy tt it is over. haha!!! and then band. den went to yoshi and eat and met pearl, melissa and their other two frens. hehe! they damn funny how i wish out class would be lyk their class as fun as united. that would be so cool. but it is impossible.
den i reach home den sleep. weird thing is tt i dream of eating nice and good food that i wake up already dinner time den see food i feel very hungry so weird rite? haha! joshua learn this from me, it is a really good method haha! i m not mocking u really. jiayous! negative thoughts keep appearing in my mind i dunno why but i m not emo.
GOD arh..why make ppl so lonely. MAY ALL THE LONESOME BE UN-LONESOME!