.:My Wedding Day:.

God, I could promise to hold you, and to cherish you, I could promise to be with you in highs and the lows, I could say that I will believe in you to be the Lord of my life and I would invite you into my heart. But I won't, those vows are for optimistic people, the ones full of hope, and I do not stand here on our wedding day optimistic or full of hope. I am not optimistic, I am not hopeful...... I am sure, I am steady, and I know that I am a heart man, you take them apart and put them back together again, I am a heart man. So this I am sure, you are my partner, my lover, my very best friend. My heart beats for you. And on this day. The day of our wedding, I promise you this, I promise you to lay my heart in the palm of your hand, you control everything from now on and I promise you...... Me.

Was your sinners' prayer a vow? something you said out loud? something you said softly or did u mean it from your heart?

We do not get unlimited chances, to do the things we want. Nothing is worst then missing the opportunity that can change your life. God did not fail us, we failed him, time and time again. But He is always there.

Jaslyn I do love you, don't you see? Do you understand? You are the love of my life. I can't leave you, but you are constantly leaving me, you walk away when you want, you come back when you want, Not everyone, not your friends, but you leave me, so I am asking you, if u don't see the future for us, if you are not in this, I will be waiting for you, I am in it.

God